So beautiful, yet so confusing

This may seem to many like the wondering of someone inept if nothing, these blogs show i am searching for what you may ask, to whom you may ask i do not have the answers and so i search on the sound of music song comes back to me after so many years of listening "climb every mountain, ford every stream, follow every rainbow till you find your dream" my question is what is my dream, what is my mission? What if i miss the very essence for which i was made. It took Moses 40 years, or was it 80 years before he achieved his May be just maybe life is still long May be just may be i am here to ask the questions you all are afraid to ask Maybe just maybe you all know what to do may be just maybe i am the only wonderer and wanderer may be just maybe i am....... Life is so beautiful, but oh so confusing MAYBE, Just maybe....